Some things are just to be kept by yourself

There are a few things in our life that cannot be share to anyone... but it is killing me deep inside... so pathetic huh, Sunshine...

You know what... coming back into my life... then tell me you miss me... then tell me you love me... is something I am not prepared for... but upon hearing that 3 magical words almost everyday melt me away...

Then you push me away... and leaving all these feeling for me to bear... Don't you think this is too harsh for me, huh Sunshine?

     A few days back someone told me something sound like this :

"Duka lepas tak boleh dipadam, Redhakan saja...

Kerana bahagia hari mendatang, masih boleh kita cipta...

Masa lalu tak boleh diputar kembali...

Tetapi memori boleh disimpan"

and i am aware that... no matter how hard things can be, it is you who will choose your own destiny...

so... i choose to let you go but i am keeping all the memories...